Join us on part 5 of 8 in this series of Jesus supernaturally healing me from a traumatic assault that no matter what I did, I could not completely heal from.
I had been doing all that I knew to do from the Word and still was not healed.
I was in the Word every day.
Planted in a local church and very active.
Met with Christian counselors, prayer groups and had Bible studies.
Was studying the Bible book by book.
Memorizing parts of the Word.
No tv. No secular music, literally everything I knew to do, and yet it was taking a LOT of effort every day to keep calm, and even with that, I knew I was not healed on the inside. I was extremely disappointed and disheartened.
At the age of 40 one day in prayer I felt the Holy Spirit pull me up and He said ‘you are mine.’ I wasn’t sure exactly what meant, but I knew He was pulling my attention off the people around me and He wanted me to just listen to Him at that point. I had been so dependent on others especially in my 20’s, not so much in my 30’s as I grew in the Word and could stand on my own two feet. And now finally He had gotten me to the point where He Himself was going to do the rest Himself.
He pulled me aside and told me to look at Mathew, Mark, Luke and John and only read the accounts of where someone with an impossible need came to Jesus and asked Him to heal them. Jesus always said yes, and He always healed the person as if they had never had the problem. Even the Syrophoenician got a miracle and she wasn’t technically qualified to, but Jesus found a way to get her answer to her.
When I saw this, I was amazed. I had never seen this before! Why hadn’t anyone told me that Jesus COULD and WOULD heal me? All of sudden, the switch of faith went ‘on.’ I just started telling Him thank you everyday that the whole nightmare was over and that I was healed. I truly believed I was healed at that point. I had no idea there would be anything else beyond that. I had a lot of peaceful and was just very grateful.
A few weeks later, I couldn’t sleep and woke up and heard a Sid Roth interview with Freddy Hayler who had had an encounter in heaven. When they played ‘Angel Song’ I heard the angelic and tangible worship of heaven and ordered the cd.
The Lord used the 4th song ‘Healing Waters’ to send me an anointing Himself every day for 2 ½ in my room, in my bed, with no one else around, no pastor, no spouse, no counselor. He was doing for me what everyone had wanted to do but couldn’t. in one magnificent step toward me He was officially correcting ALL the error I had told about Him, that He didn’t love me enough to heal me, He couldn’t heal me, He had a reason for the assault and all of the other things I had been told about Him and me that just were not true.
The anointing lasted until I could take no more, and when I asked Him to pull back, all that was left was being ‘in love with Jesus.’
In the days to come I learned what the Bible means when it says unless we love Him MORE than our spouse, children or parents we are not worthy of Him. I knew that by experience. I wanted nothing more to just be with Him.
A few weeks later He led me to the Baptism of the Holy Spirit, also in my room, and then a few weeks after that told me what my calling was and then led me to the spirit filled church in my town that He had been preparing for me and me for them. It was the beginning of Him starting to reverse and more than make up for all of the trauma and hurt and pain that I had walked through. He was working out Genesis 50:20 where the very thing that the enemy had done to tr to destroy me was the very thing He was going to use in order to put me in my calling and save many, up to two nations. He was doing the impossible!!!
Whether you can relate to my experience of assault, or trauma, whatever you have in YOUR life, that needs to be supernaturally healed, GOD WILL DO IT. He is NOT a respecter of persons. He responds to our FAITH. And FAITH is SIMPLE.
Faith comes by hearing what God says He has done or will do it, and believing it.
God will honor your faith like He did mine, EVEN IF you do not know everything you need.
I did not know about how faith operated.
I did not know about the empowerment of the Holy Spirit.
I did not know about the anointing.
But Jesus acted on my faith ANYWAY and led me supernaturally to everything I needed, even using things I had never heard of, like Sid Roth, and the spirit filled church.
He will respond to YOUR faith as well! Join us in our next segment as we look at how the Lord continued to do the supernatural after He healed me. Filling me with the power of the Holy Spirit, leading me to the spirit filled church and giving me a supernatural encounter with the Holy Spirit in the aftermath of Hurricane Ike.
God will never allow the enemy to have the last word in our lives. Even when 10 years after being healed, California decides to pass an elderly early release law, God has a plan! You do not want to miss this next episode!
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